Time is a funny thing
A second, a minute, an hour, a day, a year, a lifetime
All different, yet can feel the same
Your life can alter in a split of a second
It can tip on it’s axis to give you a wakeup call
Or it can fall right off to never be the same again
In only a second
You can impact someone’s life by taking a minute of yours
“Hi, how are?”
“I just wanted to check in.”
Only a minute to matter, to make an impression on those around you
Spending an hour with someone can mean life
A conversation on the phone, a conversation over coffee/lunch
Could take a person off an invisible ledge, or give comfort
Your smile was the first smile I saw
Your voice the first I heard
Your touch the first I felt
Though I remember none of those I know I felt at peace
For I remember a sweet smile upon your face
A strong loving voice and a touch that soothed
With you near all fears erased
Your smile was always there to light my way
Your voice there to encourage and lift me up
Your touch to sooth when I fell
A strength so strong it was a beacon of where to go
Your will is a path to follow
And your heart a future to seek
We may not always see eye to eye
But it is you I see in my head guiding me through life
It is you I lean on to help me through
It is you th
Life is made up of choices
We choose to be brave, to be weak
We choose to love, to hate
To live with blind faith
We choose paths of happiness and joy
Or paths of loneness and despair
We live with the choices we make
The ones that don’t kill us but make us stronger
The ones we learn from
And the ones we would never wish on anyone else
The choice to raise children alone
To love them like you were not loved
To give them a life you didn’t have
To give them the tools to etch a life worth living
For them to makes their mistakes and still have the strength and courage to move ahead
For them to live, laugh, and love
To know happiness c
A prick of glass
A prick of a knife
A prick of a sword
You will bleed and heal to be the same as before
A slice of glass
A slice of a knife
A slice of a sword
You bleed, you heal, your skin scares
Words said but never taken back
They sliced through the skin to bone
Words of hate, envy, and jealousy
Words of blame and criticism
Leave no outer marks but they slice the heart to bleed
Sharp edges make you bleed
But words forever scar you
In the dead of night
Sitting by your side
A vigil far too soon in life
A vigil that is not right
So much to say but nothing feels right
You will be missed
You will be remembered
You will forever be in our hearts
And you are and always will be loved
What may be simple, is in fact not
Those words can ease and heal
Though it doesn’t seem real
Look inside my heart, see what’s real
Be comforted with the knowledge
With the facts of what was and what will be
May the truth heal and set you free
A bright light
A holy light
A tunnel to walk though
Faces of familiarity
Faces of those before
Hands out stretched
A whisper, “Come home”
A whisper, “It’s ok to go”
A fork in the road
Which way to turn
To the faces of before?
Or the faces of now?
Which way is home?
Fight they say
Fight for what you believe in
Fight for love
Fight for peace
Fight for freedom
Fight for yourself
Fight for life
Hold on they say
Hold onto your belief
Hold onto what you love
Hold onto the promise of peace
And the promise of freedom
Hold onto who you are
Hold onto life
My beliefs are being tested
My loves are in pain
My peace is a heartbeat away
And freedom close
Who I am wants to be free
Free from life
Free to fly
To fly home
The man and the angel stood facing each other, separated by the wall of death
The angel is unafraid of what lies beyond the wall
The man is full of fear of the unknown
For the unknown maybe full of pain, heartache, and loneliness
But perhaps the unknown is full of promise, the man thinks
At this thought the angel smiles
A smile of warmth and love
With a smile like that, could the angel’s side of the wall of death be that bad?
The unknown may not be worth it
The man shakes his head
He cannot bear any more pain
Physically he is tough; emotionally he would shatter
The angel holds out her hand
The man still shakes his head, “My hea
My skin is not pierced
My bones are not broke
There is no visible blood
No mark to be seen
My body is still the same
Surrounded by people but so utterly alone
Alone to feel unwanted
Alone to feel unloved
And alone to feel the hollow emptiness of my former self
I look down and see the pieces of my shattered heart
I am not who you think I am by gypsymorph, literature
Literature
I am not who you think I am
I did everything you asked
I looked for things that would make you happy
And I worked to make those things happen
I was there when you didn’t need me
Trying to make you love me
I was there waiting for my chance to be seen
To be accepted by ‘family’
Never good enough to simply be accepted
Not even good enough to keep my own name, identity or opinion
I accepted your opinion and all the requirements of it instead
You taught me to be strong
Simply by never accepting what I gave
You taught me the value of a ‘normal’ person
And explained that it’s something I could never be
You taught me that ‘Daughter
today
stands for
so much more
then weak comparisons
with a pale past
today
dreams of
overcoming the limits
set upon it yesterday
by narrow unbelieving minds
today
gives hope
for the ability
to rise far above
the norms of historic presuppositions
today
is where
we find ourselves
joining hands in unity
bravely embracing the very diversities
that used to fuel our separation
mere moments ago
we laughed and talked
time calmly still
while we walked
then you were gone
out of the camera frame
this thing called life
can never be the same
so many minuses
carrying on traditions
nothing adding up
with so few additions
memories alone
so desperate to survive
but fade they will
just as those who are alive
love alone is left to conquer
our worst and best
life is but a journey
not a test
unrestrained melodies
celebrate truth
simple harmonies
from our youth
favorite stories
poignant lines
laughter and tears
best of times
friends to share
hands to hold
shoulders to cry on
as we grow old
heartstrings in tune
living songs
familiar words
sing along
find your place
be free
embrace the passage
you are the key.
I flew into the sun
gave my wings this flight
traded for the chance
to be seen in the light
no fear of heights
nor depths dark love
my spirit soars
beyond above
When the world gets you down
A fake smile covers a frown
You always say you walk alone
Your heart is harder than stone
You tell everyone you're fine
While you start to lose your shine
Times are tough, we all know that
Getting stepped on like a mat
Don't let go!
You have what it takes to go on
Don't let go!
There is always a new dawn
You feel hopeless, you're mind is sick
Everything is happening so quick
You always have to second check
You always see yourself as a wreck
Don't let go!
You can make it through if all you try
Don't let go!
Don't fight the tears coming from your eyes
Don't let go!
You have what it takes to move on
Don't let go
September 2nd
Two words that hold powerful meanings this morning.
Two words that have conflicting emotions.
My son's first day of second grade: I remember clearly is first day of pre-school.
My daughters 4th birthday: I remember they day she was born like it was yesterday; now she's four and starting pre-school....
A year ago, today, my heart broke beyond repair as my husband's family, my husband, and I mourned a loved one close to our hearts. A year ago and the pain is still so fresh that if I let my self I can feel the pain all over again.
So I will concentrate on the first two happy moments today and think of happy moments on t
As I was keeping a vigil Monday night, I wrote my poetry down on paper and noticed some miss-spellings and typos. I apologize for this and I believe I have fixed them all. If you see one please feel free to point it out, I will take no offense.
Also the next couple of pieces are about loss and death. We just suffered another loss in my family; Tuesday at 1pm my husbands Uncle when home....
Thank you all again for enjoying my work it means a lot to me. Hope you all have a wonderful day.